✿it's all in your head
xoDream ♥ Joy
binge
restrict
binge
restrict
binge
purge.
wtf am i doing..
did i really just type this much for a blog/ this is why i write xxx
when I have the best intentions in my heart,
myyy God knows n.n karma doesn’t always have to be a bitch, if i’m putting positive energy out there; that is what i shall receive. if you do things for the right reasons;it will be okay &you grow & you get stronger.
i’ve been so much more open minded lately and less judgmental of people.i had to come in full realization that everyone is going through his//her own battles in life. i can’t judge them on how they are dealing with it either. i haven’t been in their shoes, i don’t know what it’s like to be in some of those situations. then other times their situation may not seem all that terrible to me, but maybe to them that’s the hardest they’ve ever been through in their life. you have to give compassion for that. For others who are putting a rough time upon themselves..sometimes you just have to love them from afar. even when it hurtss. even when it means letting go, after you’ve done what you could to help.
no0 it’s not as if i wasn’t aware of that before, i was. thinking something and being something are two different things. at this point, i’ve been blessed with the tools i have to continuing making myself better for MEE, and now it’s reflecting onto other’s as well. can’t give lovee if you don’t have it for yourself. i really feel this way rightmeeow n_n
a list of things I’m grateful for today
- I took the chspe today
- 9months with my boyfriend
- 4months clean &sober (many more to come)
- I’m on step 4 of the 12 traditions
- I have another interview on Tuesday
- I have the best sponsor/ roommate EVER
- My dad is helping me out a lot
- I’m going laser tagging
- Hot cocoa
when a person is yelling at you for something you didn’t even do.
and they’re not even stopping for a second to let you explain the situation.
omg shut up
